that is a question asked many a times to people in many dialects and diverse languages around this world. You either are on the speaker or recipient but in all what is trying to be figured out when these words are spoken? Are you trying to gauge how much sorrow or pain or strife you have inflicted upon a persons life or does it just sound like a good thing to ask ?Are we ackonowledging the fact that yes ,you truly loathe the day of meeting and if i could take back time u would not be where you are when i got here, but i seriously doubt that when it comes down to that many people say yes and then subtract the person form there lives because you must be engaged in conversation at least to a calm degree for a statment just as this to arise. Now the statement of the proclamation of " i wish i never met you" i see more applicable to life is to show your de-testment for a situation and or person.
But for me this question is test, and even with its harshness something you must be delicate with. Because Anger also sources stupidity, and you might have to take a second and think about it. Wow if you had to go through what i had to go through by the hands of yourself , would you still be here? which is a major task of self evaluation but for the asker, but i ultimately your answer effects you relationship with this person.
the way i see it, if when ive gone thru the pondering of how i truly feeling about this person. Do i love them like i say i do, or was i just speaking sweet thoughts just to hear myself talk? or was i really trying to move a ill-movable heart in desperate hope that they would find it in their heart to find me there, not caring the about outcome knowing my heart was on the line but knowing what i was betting on was a lot more valuable then heartbreak. I also look at the person what have we taught each other, what have we learned about each other have you found yourself in someone and them in you? but in it all have made something impossible for any other to create. a friendship and relationship all to be negated by that wish. But what is wish came true as we spoke them into existence? its would be a hinderance to growth of us all not being able to learn for times before ultimately leaving us all the same unchanged but yet naive which is worse than bitter.
you never know what is in store for us all stories are still being rolled out in front of us everyday, being directed as we should go, just because im not where i want to be now doesn't mean i will not be tomorrow and how do i look as i look in her eyes and have to tell her i lost all faith and love for you, are growth and relationship has made me ponder all options but being here with you right now, my poems are nothing now but wisps of air in the night, i once cringed at your touch, and i cringed at our existence as friends or whatnot, but now that we are together i take those back because im getting my way and i need you more than ever, i love you sweetheart even though a day ago i wish i never met you...
so my answer is NO i cherish it all, the good, the bad, the ugly, all we have and what is yet to come it makes for a horriblybeautiful ending
me likey, lol man thats horriblybeautiful
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