tears me .....,

her tears mark her desperation , he wants to tell not to do so but what can you do? its pains him to see her this way her delicate eyes gaze upon him glazed with sorrow , a cycle,out of their control continues to spin because revelations of loves end  wrapped in consuming anger. he embraces her before they part reluctant to leave but its as she please and he loves her and she loves him and they love, love .as she kisses his neck with lips so sweet mixed with tear drop left on his sleeves, he looks in her eye and they know fine everything will be, they go on there ways but his thoughts of her do not cease. from the strands of her silk left in his vicinity or the capture of her pink cry induced nose locked in his memory and with her he longs to be. and as he sits smelling the beauty left of his lovely. sometimes horriblybeautiful things start from things that went horribly 

 its worth it

the racist

i had this thought today i was wondering about books and publishing and all of that. And how some people get there boooks out and somehow i got on the thought of racist literature and how they get there voice out to the world, how the probably have there on own machines to print and the own designers and what not and came to this thought

what if there was a racist that made some of the most beautiful art works that you have witnessed, would it still matter that the material and or the artist was still racist in nature or would you value it based upon astestic beauty. to some this may seem as a perplexing trick question or to some it is clear cut as black and white.

 when a person becomes a racist are they defined by that only and not a human anymore? someone that does not feel or have emotion?even though that have we may be characterized that way being the people that are disliked and hated. or is it possible for a view for their artistic license and the person that lies under all the hate and resentment for another race. 

my opinion is wierd i guess as usual i never really have ever had to expeirence racial issues so i dont really look at things as up tight as others. i have the ability to laugh at things look past things not saying i wouldnt get offended if it was right in my face. somethings are taken too seriously. not saying slurs and the whole movement was a joke but if something is beautiful its beautiful and sometimes its horriblybeautiful